Let Me Help You Forget-An Captain America,The First Avenger Femslash Fanfiction By Omegatwilight
Rating-Mature (Contains Drug Use/Abuse,Breast Expansion,Lactation,Hypnosis)
Pairing-Private Lorraine & Peggy Carter
Disclaimer-No I Dont Own Lorraine,Peggy Or Any Other Trademarks That May Appear In This Fanfiction (The Only Thing I Do Own Is The Plot),None Of The Following Events Have Ever Happened Or Ever Will Happen And I Dont Profit From This Fanfiction Either
Plot-It's Been Over A Year Since Peggy Carter Lost Steve Rogers,AKA Captain America,And She Has Spent Most Of That Time Trying,But Failing To Forget About What Happened,However,One Night In A Bar,Someone From Her Past Talks To Her,And May Be The Key To Helping Her Forget About Steve.
"why,why cant i forget,when i try so hard..."
the sad words of peggy carter,spoken to herself as she sits alone in her local pub,it's been over a year now since the loss of captain america,and nobody has been taking it more hard then peggy,who has constantly been trying to forget what happened so she could move on,but try as hard as she might,she cant forget the man she once loved,causing her to spend most of her free time and nights either alone in her apartment,or here in the pub,drinking quietly to herself.
"i loved him,but he's gone now,why cant i just forget and move on,it's been over a year now,i deserve closure dont i ?"
peggy took a sip from her glass of wine,the third glass she'd had that evening,and sighed as she looked at all of the happy people around her,friends drinking together at the bar,people laughing and smiling on various tables,happy couples staring into each other's eyes and making out,it all reminded her of how much she would love to be that happy right now,but unfortunatly for her she just cant seem to move on,it's not like anyone else has really even helped her,either.
"most of my friends have been avoiding me since steve died,i dont know why,i'm not a bad person,bad things have just happened to me and apparently that means i'm someone they need to avoid,well,screw them,i dont need friends like that..."
peggy took another,long drink from her wine glass,finishing it off this time,she was about to get up and get another when she heard a familiar voice coming from the bar,and looked up to see who it was.
"hello peggy,i've never seen you in here before,mind if i join you ?"
the woman standing by the bar talking to her was none other then private lorraine,peggy vaguely remembered her as she had not talked to lorraine much when she was working,but she did remember her for some reason,though she couldnt recall what it was.
"sure,i guess i could use the company"
"great,you look like you want another red wine,as well,i'll get us both one,hey,jack,two red wines please buddy"
peggy smiled somewhat,it was nice of lorraine to buy her a glass of wine,nobody had offered to do much of anything for peggy in a long time,so when lorraine came and sat next to her and handed her the glass of red wine,she smiled,sipped from it and said.
"thank you,lorraine,i appreciate your kindness,it's the first i've seen from anyone in quite some time"
"i fail to see how that could be true,peggy,after all i would have thought you would have many suitors knocking your door since,well,what happened happened,which im very sorry about,by the way,i know you and the captain were close,it must have devestated you when he dissapeared"
peggy sighed,it did indeed devestate her,it was hard for her to deal with,which is why she turned to keeping her distance from people and drinking copius amounts of wine every day,trying to force herself to forget what had happened,but still,life just would not let her forget what happened to her,and now she was begining to wonder if she was doomed to never be able to forget.
"it did,very much so,matter of fact it's why i've been here most nights or alone in my apartment since then,i've just been trying to forget what happened,but for some reason,i can not,i dont think anyone would want to be with a wreck like myself either,i mean,i'm not exactly my old self anymore,people rarely talk to me,im surprised you did"
"hey,dont be so hard on yourself,your a really nice person,your someone that i look up to,someone that i aspire to be like one day,i allways think that if i can be even one third of how amazing you are,then i'd have made something of myself and made my parents proud of their little lorraine"
"awwwww......thank you,that means quite a lot to me"
peggy smiled a genuine smile for the first in a long time,lorraine's kind words made her happy,knowing that there was at least one person that looked up to her,and thought of her as an inspiration still despite the fact peggy had become distant from most people,in a way it was something that could help her forget,for a small while,about what happened,though it would not help for long,unfortunatly.
"peggy,there's something i've been meaning to tell you,but i've not really had the chance to talk to you about it,plus i've been going back and forth on when would be the right time to talk to you about it,considering all that's happened in your life,but i feel like now's a better time then ever"
"hmmm ? what do you want to tell me ?"
peggy was curious,lorraine sounded quite serious in her tone of voice,peggy took another sip from her wine,as did lorraine,and then lorraine said.
"i dont know if you remember this or not,but i do,and it's been plaguing me with guilt ever since,back before what happened,well,happened,there was a moment when i met steve,and then i flirted with him,you walked by and got angry with him and walked off,and i felt like such a huge jerk for possibly ruining your relationship with him,i'm very,very sorry about that,i hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me,though,i wont blame you if you dont,nor would i blame you if you wanted me to leave right now"
so that's how peggy remembered lorraine,it was beacuse of her flirting with steve last year,still,it was something that had become so insignificant now that peggy couldnt help but forgive lorraine,after all,she seemed very genuine and sorry about what her actions had made happen,and peggy was a forgiving woman,not one to hold a grudge against anyone for too long,so she smiled towards lorraine,and said.
"there's no need for you to leave,lorraine,i forgive you,and i appreciate you feeling like you needed to apologise to me for what you did,your a nice person,lorraine,one of the very few left in my life right now,i would very much like to keep you in it rather then let my feelings get in the way and make you hate me like everyone else seemingly does"
"i could never hate you,peggy,here,let's be friends,would you like that ? i'll come visit you every day,at work and at your apartment after work,i'll come here with you if you want as well,i promise i wont abandon you,i'm not that type of person,and friends never do that to other friends,especially ones that they care about,either"
peggy's smile grew hearing the kind words from lorraine,lorraine wanted to be her friend,and right now peggy needed a friend more then ever,plus lorraine sounded genuine,so of course,peggy was going to say yes to her.
"i would very much love to be friends with you,lorraine,i sincerely appreciate this,i'll never be able to repay your kindness,but please know that it means so much to me that you'd want to be friends with me,you may just be the only friend that i have right now"
"peggy,you never need to repay me,all you need to do is smile,let me cheer you up and just be yourself again and i'll be happy,you know,i have a feeling that i might be able to help you forget about what happened,if you'd let me help you,that is"
those last few words from lorraine made peggy hopeful,if lorraine knew of some way to make peggy be able to forget and move on,then she would eagerly accept lorraine's help,lorraine was proving to be a good friend so far,peggy was happy she had come to the bar tonight and had talked to her.
"well,firstly,you have to agree to come home with me,and that when we get there,you'll let me do what i need to do to make you forget,otherwise i wont be able to help you"
"ok,i agree to that"
"good,secondly,i need you to wait here just a second whilest i get us a bottle of wine to go,my friend behind the bar owes me for when i helped him out a few nights ago,so i'll get us one,then we can go,that ok ?"
"sounds good to me"
both women smiled as lorraine got up,walked over to the bar and said.
"hey,jack,you know how you owe me for the other night when i helped you out ?"
"yes ? what is it you want lorraine ?"
"hey now,play nice,i helped you,all i want is a bottle of red wine,doesnt matter which one,just make it red,i'm taking it home with me and my new friend peggy"
"ok,that's fine,but we're even now"
lorraine smirked as jack handed her a bottle of expensive red wine inside of a paper bag from behind the counter,lorraine then walked over to peggy,who was finishing off her glass of wine,and said to her.
"i got the bottle,you ready ?"
"good,let's get going then !"
lorraine and peggy smiled at each other as peggy got up,linked arms with lorraine and the two walked out of the bar together,as they walked down the path,the darkness of the night sky and the lamps lighting their path,peggy found herself asking lorraine a question,almost absentmindedly.
"how far from here do you live,lorraine ?"
"oh,not too far,dont worry peggy,just down to the end of this path,turn right and it's the third door down,then we go up the stairs and it's the first door on the right,that's my apartment,number 4"
"ahhhhh,so do you go to the bar quite often ?"
"sometimes i do when i have the time,but i have so much work to do these days that im normally sitting at work for ungodly hours after most are gone getting it finished"
"oh,that has to be bad,not having much time for yourself"
"sometimes,i guess you can say that"
peggy's question made lorraine remember the day she arrived home from work early,last month,it was a day that she would remember,beacuse it was the day that would change the direction of her life forever.
---The Previous Month,Lorraine's Apartment---
"ahhhh,thank god i'm home,i swear if they keep on trying to make me stay late i'm going to go crazy one of these days"
private lorraine had just got home from work,as she walked in the door to the apartment building she lived in,she was greeted by the female landlord,a kindly old woman called suzanne who allways helped out lorraine whenever she could,lorraine smiled seeing her.
"hello there lorraine,i hope they've been treating you nice today at that place you work"
"oh,thank you miss suzanne,i'm sure they will start soon,but right now they are over working me"
"well they need to be nicer to you,your a nice young girl,oh,i nearly forgot,a parcel was delivered here today for you,by a man who said it needed to be given directly to you,i told him you were at work and he said to make sure only you see it,i put it on the table by your bed in your room"
"ahhhhh,thank you suzanne,i wonder what's inside of it,thank you for being so nice as allways !"
lorraine hugged her landlord,smirking over the fact that suzanne still had the spare key to her apartment,one of these days she would get it off of her,but as she began to walk up the stairs,her thoughts drifted to whatever was in the package,and,as she got to her apartment and opened the door,walked in and closed it,she put her coat on the hook and smiled.
"well then,i guess i should see whatever's in this parcel before i do anything else"
lorraine walked into her bedroom,and,of course,collapsed exhaustedly onto it,after a hard day of work she needed to relax,she saw the large brown paper wrapped parcel on the table near her bed,grabbed it and opened it,inside was a locked steel box with a typed letter on the top,she also saw a key wrapped on a piece of string on her bed,it must have fallen onto the bed when she unwrapped the parcel,and figured it went to the box,she put the box down and put the key in it,but then figured she should read the letter first.
"private lorraine,we hope that this letter and package gets to you,and only you,as we believe that only you are the person that can help us with our current predicament we are in"
so far,this sounded like it may be some sort of joke her friends were playing on her,but she continued to read the letter.
"i am from an organization called hydra,we hope to one day take over the world,however,recent developments,aka the man called captain america obliterating most of our bases and the dissapearance of our leader,the red skull,have made us wary of contacting people in person anymore,and have made us go into hiding,for the time being,however,we need your help making sure that a certain woman,one peggy carter,leaves her work post and does not interfere in our plans for the future anymore"
now lorraine was rather curious as to whatever was in the box if this letter was indeed genuine,and wanted to also know why some terrorist sounding organization would want,of all people,her help.
"if you are willing to help us,you will find inside of the locked steel box a golden pocket watch which will help you hypnotise miss peggy carter,we know that you once tried to flirt with captain america and failed,and you may be looking for a way to get back at peggy carter for taking the man you wanted,yourself"
how did this group called hydra know that ? lorraine was not only curious,but kinda scared,she figured there had to be moles or spies within where she worked.
"we have also given you various syringes full of potent drugs that will help you,including one which will make her weak willed enough to be hypnotised,there are also various other drugs which we believe you may like to use on her,in short,we want you to make her your sex toy,we believe that having the next best thing to the man you lost,the woman who took her,would make you more then happy enough to help us,you will also find payment details for if you help us in this endevour and provide us proof,we allways reward handsomely,so please consider our proposal"
lorraine opened the box,and there was indeed inside of it everything the letter described,she started throwing around the idea inside of her head of helping this organization,but having a hypnotised,obdient play thing for her own private pleasure whenever she wanted said pleasure would be quite nice,and it would be poetic for her to have the next best thing to captain america,the woman who loved him,peggy carter,she smirked and said.
"well then,i guess i have to work extra hard now to come up with a way to get her here so i can help this,hydra out"
lorraine smirked and started looking at the various syringes,as well as the golden pocket watch,and thought of how she could get peggy carter to come home with her.
---Lorraine's Apartment,The Current Month---
"just relax on the bed peggy,i need to get a few things,ok ?
lorraine and peggy had made it back to lorraine's apartment,lorraine had locked the door to it tight and put the key in her coat,peggy was sitting on lorraine's bed in her bedroom,meanwhile in the kitchen,lorraine was getting the locked box from one of the cupboards,she unlocked it with the key but did not open it just yet,she took it with her into the bedroom and put it down on the bed,sat down next to peggy and said.
"ok,now you remember you agreed to letting me do what i have to do to help you forget ?"
"yes,i remember,why ?"
"well,firstly i need you to say you trust me,and also to close your eyes,so i can begin"
"i do trust you,your my only friend right now"
as peggy closed her eyes,lorraine smirked,then opened the box,grabbed the syringe which she knew had the will weakening drug inside,having studied all of the syringes,then whispered to peggy.
"let me help you forget,peggy"
lorraine then jabbed the syringe into peggy's neck,and peggy opened her eyes and gasped,but was unable to react as she found herself suddenly feeling rather weak,before she could fall backwards after swaying to the side,lorraine caught her and held her,smirked,and then grabbed the shiny,golden pocket watch,and said.
"now,follow the watch as it swings back and forth,peggy,you'll find yourself feeling sleepy,very,very sleepy,so sleepy"
peggy found herself unable to do anything but comply with lorraine,and watched as the pocket watch swung back and forth,back and forth,and in next to no time she began finding herself feeling very sleepy.
"good peggy,soon you will fall into a deep,deep sleep,during which my voice is the only voice you will be able to hear and obey,when i count down to 1 from 3,and you hear my fingers snap,you will fall asleep,3...2...1"
lorraine snapped her fingers,and peggy fell backwards onto the bed,lorraine smirked,so far,her plan was going perfectly,now that she had peggy where she wanted her,she ripped peggy's clothes off of her,revealing her beautiful nude body,her huge,firm tits and her luscious pussy,lorraine took her own clothes off also and straddled peggy,then said.
"can you hear me,peggy ?"
inside of peggy's head,there was nothing,but when she heard an echoing voice,asking if she could hear her,she replied in an almost robotic way.
"yes,i can hear you"
"good girl,peggy,now,from now on,everything that i tell you will be your new life,your previous one has never existed,you were born to be my lesbian sex toy,my play thing,my fuck puppet and my pleasure piece,repeat what i just said"
"from now on,everything you say is my new life....my previous one never existed,i was born to be your lesbian sex toy....your play thing,your fuck puppet and pleasure piece..."
lorraine smirked,she grabbed four syringes,each contained an obdience enhancing drug which she jabbed into peggy to ensure complete and utter control over her,she disposed of the empty syringes in a secure plastic bag,then said.
"good girl,now,you are to never leave this apartment,you will never talk to anyone else and you will allways do what i tell you to do whenever i tell you to do it as you belong to me,and me only,repeat my words"
"i am never to leave the apartment,and never talk to anyone else....i am allways to do whatever you tell me to do whenever you tell me to do it beacuse i belong to you...and you only"
lorraine smirked,this was working perfectly,she grabbed two more syringes,these were breast expansion drugs that not only would make peggy's breasts bigger,but also make them able to lactate large quatities of breast milk,lorraine licked her lips at the thought of it and injected it into peggy's breasts,and sure enough,it immediatly started growing her breasts until they were quite big,lorraine couldnt wait to play with them and suck them,she disposed of the syringes into the bag and said to peggy.
"good girl peggy,now,finally,you are completely and utterly obdient to me,you have allways loved me and allways will,you will call me mistress lorraine and you will never,ever,be able to break free of my control over you beacuse you want to be controlled and used,repeat my words"
"i am completely and utterly obdient to you....i've allways loved you and allways will,i will call you mistress lorraine,and never be able to break free of your control......i allways wanted to be controlled and used"
all lorraine had to do now was say the right words,snap her fingers and peggy would be completely and utterly under her control,she smirked,but grabbed two final syringes,these were drugs that would ensure that both women could never age again,nor feel pain or be hurt,hydra noted in their letter they went through great trouble to find these,they said the drugs would make her and peggy,if used,immortal,which lorraine liked the sound of,so she jabbed one into herself,and felt a jolt of power surging through her as she also jabbed the last one into peggy,disposed of it safely,put the bag into the box and put that on the floor,then straddled peggy again,and said.
"now,on my command,when i snap my fingers after counting from 3 to 1,you will wake up in your new life and everything i said will become reality,3....2.....1"
lorraine snapped her fingers,and peggy began slowly opening her eyes,as she did,she saw the beautiful,nude body of her loving mistress,lorraine,and said.
"i'm sorry,mistress,did i fall asleep ?"
"yes,you did,but it's fine,you needed some rest,but i need you now,so there's no more time for sleeping,peggy,i'm in need of some sexual pleasure"
"yes,mistress lorraine,i am yours and yours alone to do with as you please"
"oh,i know,peggy,i know"
lorraine smirked,it had worked,her plan was a success,she had used peggy's emotions against her and made her believe lorraine was her friend and had managed to lure peggy to her apartment where she finally was able to put the main part of plan into action,and now,peggy carter belonged to her,forever,she planted her lips on peggy's and began hungrily making out with her new plaything,she also began grinding their pussies together,feeling instant pleasure,she also began groping peggy's huge breasts,getting hornier as each moment passed as she fucked peggy.
"mmmmmmmm,mmmmm,ahhhh,peggy,mmmmmm,this feels so good,mmmm,dont you agree,mmmmmmm"
"it does,mmmmmmm,feel so good,ahhhh,mistress lorraine,im so lucky to be your obdient sex toy,mmmmmm"
turned on by peggy's words,lorraine found herself going slightly faster grinding their pussies together,and also started going to town on peggy's huge breasts,sucking each one,not wanting to wait to do it any longer,and the more she sucked them,the more milk flowed from them,and it tasted so good to lorraine as she drank it hungrily,it had been a long time since lorraine had sex and now she was able to have it whenever she wanted with her new toy,the thought of it was making her extremely horny,combined with the pleasure she was getting,peggy's moans and groans also turned her on,she could tell that peggy was enjoying it.
"mmmmmmmmm,oh yessss,mmmmmm,oh,god,yes,mmmmmmm,i love having an obdient sex toy,mmmmmm,im so glad your mine,peggy,mmmmm,god,mmmm,your breast milk is fucking delicious and addictive,mmmmmm"
"mmmmmmm,mistress lorraine,i'm,ahhhhh,glad you love my milk,mmmmm,i hope i'm,ahhhhhh,a good fuck toy for you,mmmmmm"
"oh,yesssssss,ahhhhhh,you definatly are,mmmmmmm"
lorraine was getting extremely horny very fast,she could feel both her's and peggy's pussies were getting very wet,she also noticed milk was pouring down peggy's body,making it glisten even more,due to the sheer amount coming out of her lactating tits due to lorraine going to town on them both,lorraine couldnt get enough of it as she continued sucking it down and grinding harder and faster,harder and faster on peggy's pussy,feeling the build up of pure,erotic,sexual,blissful pleasure inside of her,peggy's erotic moans were the cherry on the top of the sexual cake.
"mmmmmmmmmmmmm,oh,god,fucking hell,mmmmmmmm,oh dear god i'm gonna fucking cum so god damned hard,mmmmmmmmmm,oh,god,mmmmmmmm"
"mmmmmmmmm,so am i,mistress,mmmmmmmmmm"
lorraine just couldnt hold in the erotic pleasure anymore,and shouted out loudly in pleasure as she finally came hard,as did peggy.
"MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTRESSSSSSSSSSSS LORRRRRRAINE !!!"
the two women collapsed onto the bed,exhausted,however,lorraine wasnt done just yet.
"peggy,before we relax,i want you to lick my cunt clean,eat my cum and tell me how good it tastes"
lorraine smirked as she sat on the edge of the bed,then peggy got off the bed and put lorraine's legs over her shoulders and proceeded to start hungrily licking lorraine's pussy,making lorraine,who had allready came,cum over and over again,all of it going down peggy's throat,in the end,after having cum for the 20th time,the truly exhausted lorraine laid back on the bed,and watched as peggy licked her lips,lorraine then asked her.
"how did it taste ?"
"it tasted divine,mistress lorraine"
"damn,fucking,right it did,now,get on here so i can use your huge tits to sleep on,my love"
peggy obdiently got on the bed,and when she did,lorraine wrapped peggy's legs around her own waist,then,smiling,fell asleep,resting her head on her new lover's breasts,peggy falling asleep soon after.
lorraine eventually got her payment from hydra,enough money to set her up for a very long time,meaning she could not only stop working,but move into a house with peggy,where she spent most of her days,which were plentiful,considering both were immortal,having sex with peggy,most people said you rarely saw lorraine anymore,but if you did,she'd have a satisfied smirk on her face,as if she'd gotten lucky with someone she truly loved,or someone hot.
as for peggy ? she spent the rest of her immortal life as an obdient hypno sex slave to lorraine,happy,and,of course,having completely forgotten what had once caused her sadness.